Wat happened to May? She’s full of things that I wud never ever forget. Y shud i? Thats de time where Im confused. In a big way. Frens? Love? Wic is wic? Or shud i just pick one? Y cant I have both ? Im confused as i tried to search for an answer…
One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feelings. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but WARMTH is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soulf of the child.
Have u ever been in L.O.V.E. ? Horrible isn’t it ? It makes u so vulnerable. It opens ur chest and it opens ur heart and it means that someone can get inside u and mess u up. U build up all these defences, so that nothing can hurt u, then one stupid person no different from any other stupid person wanders into ur stupid life. U give them a piece of u. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, and then ur life isn’t ur own anymore.
L.O.V.E. takes hostage. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in de darkness so simple a phrase like "maybe we shud be just frens" turns into a glass splinter working its way into ur heart. It hurts. Not just in de imagination. Not just in de mind. It’s a soul-heart, a real gets inside u and rips apart pain. And I hate that.
